Life in General

One can never escape from hitting rock bottom
When one does fall in the dark pit
Never be angry with the world
Or even God for that matter
It's not a punishment or a curse
It is just the way of life

To experience and appreciate the highest high
And to suffer and learn from the lowest low
Improve the successes that you have achieved
Learn from every mistakes that you have made
Coz remember, everythang happens for a reason

There are always consequences for every action

The emergence of arrogance for living a luxurious life
They'll eventually succumb to a downfall if they're still ungrateful
The poor and unfortunate who struggles to improve their lives
With God's Will, their lives will get better

The thangs we endure through out our lifetime
Be it good or bad
Is fer we, human beings to learn from the events

To improve ourselves in every way
To be a better person
To lead a better life

That is how God intended His children to be
He is the Creator, the Almighty, the One and only
He knows exactly what He is doing

And remember, no good deed goes unrewarded
and no bad deed goes unpunished either
It's called Karma n you better believe in it
You will get the thangs you deserve

So be humble
Everythang has to be moderate
Ignore the nasty thangs people say/do to you
Never ever stoop to their level
Be the better person

Forgive them and pray for them to change
Because this is what every religion stresses on
To forgive..... and forget


NOTESHQUEEK

I am not preaching as if I am following the right path
I still slip and make stuepid mistakes
This is just a self-realization

I used to be angry at the world and also God
I purposely do thangs that He forbids - to piss Him off
I felt as if I was cursed, unloved by Him
As if I was damned to feel so low bout myself
Lower than dirt people step on

I hated the fact that I could wake up the next day
As I used to wish every nite as I lay my head to sleep
Would be my last
The depression crept, crawled and slithered
It would be like this every day
Which eventually turned me into an Atheist

Luckily, that phase dwindled
I still have a lil 'black wave' moments, here n there
Still indulge in self-inflict stuepidity
But... I am not a non-believer anymore

Almost Lover

I sit and watch, unable to even budge
Painfully swallow the outcome in which we both played the part
Should I feel angry? sad? or maybe regret?
My feelings are numb
So I have no bloody idea

I see you have gone the mile and sadly told the world
Told every bit of detail – but minus what you have done
Portrayed the other person as the bitch
Ahhhh, poor baby, you’ve been played
The bitch put on a mask, mesmerized you n broke your heart

You’re a sappy baby
You think you have the biggest, most annoying, beyond repair - problem
Everyone has shitty sticky problem
Just deal with it, on your own, in silence
If you must know, everyone plays a part for every occurrence
Every individuals has every rights to say ‘yes’ or ‘no’
So, just accept the consequences – caused by their actions and not blame others

But no, you can never do that
You have to tell the world what has become of you
How you have been played and left to die
How evil people can be to you huh?
You will always come running to your bestie n ‘companion’
To express how she has hurt you despite all the hard work you’ve put in

The other person can name every incident, every wee bit of detail
What actually happened, what went wrong
Why she chose to be alone
Instead of solving the misunderstanding right away
What she has gone through – just to spend some time with him

But she chose to keep it all to herself n not tell him
Because what they had was great – simply wonderful
You see, I’ve underlined it because it was all in the past – a history
As she vows never to continue the drive
She accepts everythang that had happened n wont regret
Yes, there are times of sadness and heartaches
But there are also moments of which will always make her smile just thinking bout it

So, why don’t you silently sit, fer a while, to think
Do you think the current situation is caused solely by the bitch?
That you have been nuthang but nice? That you are the victim?
That you have given your heart and soul to her
She took it, and in return gave you nuthang but a heartache?
And that she has never had an ounce of worry/care/love fer him?
Come on, you’re a big boy, put on your thinking cap

It takes two to tango